Happy birthday to both of us best friend !

A little sneak peak for my next update.

I've skipped 3 days of school out of 4 . Am really sick, besides, i don't seem to get the point for students going to school when there's no lesson going on. Haha. Guess what? I've got no plans for this Saturday, if you get what i mean.

p/s- Happy birthday jia en & samuel beh.

Some may say i need to be afraid, off losing everything, but i'll stay the same (:

Update soon.

I just woke up from my 15 hours of sleep. I also just realize that i dint bath or eat the whole day yesterday, was too tired after i came back from school. Seafield carnival was AWESOME !! Plus 3A's LIVING DEAD DOLLS HAUNTED HOUSE was super successful ! It turned out better than i expected. Will update about carnival soon.

P/s - You've really mistaken. I apologize for the past, there's no point making it worst now, its your choice in any / every decision you make. May God bless you and work his wonders on all of us. Amen.

Black or White.

This should stop.
No more crazy updates anymore.
This would be the last.

Its just simply pointless ..
Busy, busy day.
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updated 040709

You think for a moment that,

I care now for what you think of me.

I pity you,

The day has long past,

Then I cared of what you think of me,

I am now worth your thoughts,

That you and the rest of the world think.

Think that they know me and have the right to judge me,

Think that I care for your thoughts.

I am done trying to please you and the rest of the world,

Pleasing you and them,

Its suppose to have made me happy.

But sadly i am awake.

Trying to please u and them makes me sickly.

How easy it is for you to never imagine that I had problems,

Well what did you think?

Pretty little doll perfectly dressed could not be flawed.

How funny it must be,

To finally remove the layers of fluff,

And see that I am flawed,

I am human.

I make mistakes.

And somehow I thought that I was entitled to a few.

Before you start pointing fingers at me,

Make sure your perfectly prefect to do so.

No mistakes ever made.

Or is it that because,

Your mistakes are hidden well beneath this rat cage of our society,

That my mistakes seem to be so hard for you to take.

Am I not to stumble and fall?

Am i not to make any mistakes?

I grew up,

Pity you didn't notice me,

I seen things that no one would ever believe.

I am now hurting and you don't see my pain.

All you see is your anger,

so you say good bye,

And so do I.

Now the urge to would pray for death,

Consumes me,

But I will resist.

I am not going to give you the pleasure of looking upon me in pity and anger,

With a glass in the hands of you,

And the rest of the world.

No one is drinking at my funeral just yet.

I think that for this,

I will hold fast and pray to live,

I will live to raise my glass in salute to all of you haters,

And look down on you in your coffin,

and ask God,

To help your soul fly.

So there all you haters,

Even I,

Will live to conquer and pray for you.

p/s- not particularly pointing to you, or anybody either. Haha.

See you in my ghost house.
(:

Full circle.

Some bitch thinks she's so hot .
You irritate me , more .
Opps , i think you irritate everyone i knew .
Disgustingly ugly face , shame on you (:

Retarded in pink.

• Heading to SU carnival with the guys tomorrow.

•Skipping choir practise.

• Going to school to help the classmates out with the ghost house.

• Watching movie with the girls.

• Sleepover with assholes :DD [ which is gonna be so fun ]

• Wake up & prepare for carnival! Its gonna be a blast :D can't wait.

Signing off for the day.
(:

Ace adventure Carnival & CFN '09

Yeah i did said i don't care.
But as you said, your free to write anything on your blog.
So am I.

And you said that I'm a fake?
please, have you ever looked into the mirror?

I've been a really, really lazy blogger this year. Maybe its because i really don't have the time to make a proper update. Since the whole world is so busy with the up coming school carnival, I've been super lazy to study, and that's why I'm here to update about Ace Adventure Carnival & 104th scouts camp fire night.

Ace turn out to be a smaller version of what i had in mind, but the carnival turn out great. Although the school compound was really small, they still managed to out everything together. Went carnival after church & meet up with see yee, jocelyn, weiminn, ru wen & elaine seng. It was about time we finally went out together since everyone is so busy with everything this year. Haha.

Elaine seng.

No matter how many misunderstood we've been through,

we're still great friends.

Am really sorry for what happen.

I dint wish that it would turn out like that too.

girls.

Went into the ghost house with seng for the first time. Ah too was trying to convince us that only one person was allowed in but we managed to go in together. After we enter, we dint know what to expect so we stood still for quite some time. It felt kinda weird standing in the dark doing nothing, so we decided to walk slowly and yeah you know what happens next in a haunted house.

After loitering around the school doing nothing, 4 of us decided to go in the ghost house once again. But this time we took our camera along because we already knew what to expect from the ghost house. It dint turn out to be scary, it turned out really fun.

ru wen.

the clown.

zhi wei. some ghost.

jolene.

We were busy taking picture of her but she still scream at us like she did the first time. She was wearing a blue gown carrying a baby toy. Scaryy :/

rest of the ghost house.

Simone leong :D

li teng.

lydia ling !

That's what we did in the ghost house .

weiminn.

ru wen.

Followed ru wen back home & dad pick me up from there. Went home, took a quick bath & headed to school for camp fire night.

Picture's grab from various facebook & blogs.

Theme of the year - Ship Wrecked.

the 3 emcees of the night, xia shuen, deming & justin.

the super cool fire ring spelled scouts.

which causes real bad air pollution. Haha.

the sketch was really amazing.

Your looking at the potential actors & actresses.

Hui yi. Super HOT pirate captain.

Half an hour after the performance started, there was a short break in between and dinner was provided. Went to the cantin and chatted a while with the guys. After a while, the girls came up to me and said that one of our friend is missing. We went around searching for her, and she finally turned up with another friend of ours. It turned out she was at the main gate waiting for me.

It was really starting to get hot so the guys decided to go out for a scroll around usj2. Shiva was on the wheels and goddamnit he drives freaking fast. No joke! Btw we ditched ashween since the car was full haha.

In the car with seng, edward, wen zhi, shiva.

racist performing on stage lol.

continueation of the sketch.

& games.

& dance performance.

sketch. the super gaya kah seng.

& the awesome dance floor!

After everything ended, we went scrolling around again with the guys to get some air. But this time, wen zhi was on the wheels because there's police out there & shiva dint have a driving licenct yet. haha.

In the car with wen zhi, ashween, seng, edward.

can you see my super wet hair, it was super hot that time.

After driving around, well everywhere. We finally stop at a mamak and had drinks. We laugh and chatted like nobody's business along with wen zhi's cousins. It was a really a super crazy night (:

spot the X on my hand?
I was our ticket in after we went out during the break.

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Skip choir and stayed back with the classmates to prepare for our school's up coming event - HARI CARNIVAL! I was really impressed with my classmates because i wasnt expecting everyone would be in this together, but we managed to cover up most of the things. By the way, have you seen this flyer around school ?

Click to enlarged.
Presenting LIVING DEAD DOLLS by 3 AMANAH 2009 !
Don't breathe too hard...
they can hear you...

If your planning to attend smk seafield's carnival, this is one of the thing you cannot miss out on! Be sure to grab your friends along to our very own haunted house. You will not regret it!

I am truly sorry i can't make it to cheer 2009 jin. But i am supporting you, well quitely. Haha. I wish you all the best, Go Vulcanz! You guys will definatly win top 3 :D

p/s- Happy belated birthday boon hui kor ! Jayhan ! & Lam Shu Ying (:

A few words .

Hi everyone , i'm alyssa . You don't need to know who i am 'cause it doesn't matter :) Renee set her blog to private 'cause her previous skin was screwed . Anyways , i will help you out with your new skin soon okay :) Kindly tell her that her blog is re-open just incase she didn't knew or had forgotten .______.

Dear renee , you may kindly start updating since you said so yourself the other day :D Some one was so desperate , hor hor hor ? :P

Bye everyone .

SCHOOL STARTS TOMORROW !

My fugly new hairstyle.

想跟我吵架
我沒那麼無聊
不懂得道歉
我沒那麼聰
明好想要回到我們的原點

你又在哭泣
我給不了安慰
我又在搖頭
有那麼點後
悔愛情的發展已難以回頭
卻無法往前走

但身不由己出現在胸口
兩顆心能塞幾個問號
愛讓我們流多少眼淚



你的眼神 充滿美麗 帶走我的心跳
你的溫柔 如此靠近 帶走我的心跳
逆轉時光 到一開始 能不能給一秒
等著哪一天你也想起
那懸在記憶中的美好

I have something to confess. I remembered how all the girls were so crazy about Robert pattinson in the movie twilight & i was accuse as the weird one because i was super crazy over taylor lautner. Lately, New moon has just release their trailer & this time Taylor lautner as JACOB BLACK is EFFIN HOT! Well he was already hot and i so do not understand why every girl around is so crazy over Edward cullen who is just weird. I can't believe I'm saying this but HAHA IN YOUR FACES PEOPLE WHO LOVE ROBERT PATTINSON a.k.a Edward Cullen :DDD

Went shopping 3 days straight ,
super satisfied

After 2 super short weeks of holiday, school starts tomorrow.
Teachers, homeworks, tuitions, prefect duties.
See you in school (: