Look At The night , ITS not lonely (:

Its two o clock and I'm waiting up alone ,
Tell me where have you been ?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUN WEI !

Greetings blogshoppers/bloggers ,

A belated post for jillyan's party , it was great , once i got out the car i was already wet LOL! Thank you so much guys -.- I dint wanted to play water at first but i guess i dint get a chance to choose . Well , here's the picture kinda lazy to talk about the party so PICTURES! =D

patricia tan hwee zhen , lydia ling xing huey

hottie posing =D

pictures from lydia's blog

jojo and patt's head wtf :D

'THE' stuff

tan pendekku!

wet and disgusting !

clean and fresh (:

a picture of jillyan and half of the guys at her party , imagine there's only six girls and thousands of guys o.o

hrishi and his toy ?

lydia , renee , jun yi

me and jun yi went to u6 with numbers of guys and we saw limchung (the orange arrow)

lydia ling <3

a gift from choir members (: I love them !

Meeting tomorrow right after choir practise , i cannot imagine how much scolding we are going to get from the two new ketua pengawas (morning session) Gosh , wish all of us good luck LOL! got to go , watching movie and youtube. And its august 1 , and its the month 7 on Chinese calender and i guess all of you know what it is , be careful (: heee =D Nights xoxo

turning to : David Archuleta - Sweet Caroline

Its A New Start ??

Happy belated birthday May E (:

Hello blogshoppers/bloggers :

Picture Tag by Hng Jia Enn :-

1. A picture of you at most unique environment :

Dinner at bali (:

Describe the environment : A perfect spot for dinner LOL

2. A picture of you at somewhere you dislike :

exam's stress during mid-term's

Describe why you dislike that place : Its the LIBRARY ! Who in the world likes to go their ?

3. A picture of you with someone that means a lot to you:

and

Who is that person and what that person did to you ?
THEM ! I don't wanna point out exactly who so people wont go why dint put me ! LOL that's what always happens ! They did many many things ! ILT <3

4.A picture of you with your best mouth (mouth open) :

Leo's party 2008 !

Why were you smiling?
Because i was happy =D i don't/never fake a smile *winks*

5.A picture of you with your best smile (mouth closed) :

Chinese New Year 2008

Were you posing or natural smiling?
natural like duhh =D

6.A picture of you with your lamest post :

Its not lame , well I'M not lame LOL I'M JAKUN!

7.A picture of you with person that stands on the top of your heart :
NOT pointing out =)

8.A picture of you with some toys or cute stuff :

Bear Bear (:

9.A picture of you in white shirt :

Because i found it in my closet =D

10.A candid picture of you n your friends :

no fake ITS REALLY CANDID!

Pengawas had a sudden meeting today , and they were pointing up A NEW START LOL! Time joke =D We were so loud the morning pengawas on duty gave us few times warning -_- They were so fierce but some how i still love our pengawas board because we're always funny but somehow still serious (: Nights xoxo !

turning to : Youtube - American teenager

Its the game that counts

Remember what happens ,
Its Happens for a reason :D

Hello blogshoppers / bloggers ,

Malaysia will face Chelsea in a friendly match on the 29 July as part of Chelsea’s Asia Tour 2008. Malaysia is the final leg of the Tour for “The Blues”, where fans will get to watch the star-studded team play the Malaysian side at the Shah Alam Stadium on Tuesday, July 29, 2008 . If your a big fan or you want to support Malaysia * wtf -.- * than kick your ass of at Shah Alam Stadium tomorrow , if your in afternoon class than skip school =D

Anyhow i still supports

MAN-U

Like D-U-H !!

When i tilt up , i knew it was a game all along . Nights =D

turning to : Forgiven - *****

Forgiven

Hello blogshoppers / bloggers ,

(disgusting wet hair) It turn out to be quite fun after all (:

It turn out well at first but it dint at last . I've always wonder why my friendship always end up the same way where there will always be fights in the groups . Am i a bad friend ? I've tried to change fizicaly and emotionally to catch up with you guys , since this year I've stayed strong and not feeling down at all in school or in front of people , but I'm still a living human with feelings .

"Friendship is delicate as a glass, once broken it can be fixed but there will always be cracks" . "Men kick friendship around like a football and it doesn't seem to crack. Women treat it like glass and it falls to pieces" The whole changed to 2a class thing seems to ruin my whole life , with the extreme stress , friendship followed with problems , prefect duty had made me get scolded for them and all . Sometimes people don't even understand anything and they would sound up saying ' SHE AA etc !'

At this point the whole LOVE for friendship and relationship seemed to fade away from me , it had been thrown away into the deepest darkest sea around and never reach a place to calm down . I'm not a material where I can be USED and THROWN ASIDE and you will pick me up when your done , if I'm the one you treat or used around you wrong . " Your so called true friends are enemy that you don't have the guts to kill "

I seem to give up at this point , finally i broke down and cry after a long time , that's it i give up . You guys won , congrats for making the LOVE in my heart fade away totally with just one word . Your welcome you know . I just want HIM to take me away at this point because I've been a total failure in my friendship although my life had just stared . Life's a totally unstable journey , if your strong enough you continue , if your like me who tried my ass off to stay the strongest i can and fails , than you should not go on .

Never shall I forget the days I spent with you. Continue to be my friend, as you will always find me yours . I do not wish to treat friendships daintily, but with the roughest courage . When they are real , they are not glass threads or frost-work , but the solidest thing we know . In the end , we will remember not the words of our enemies , but the silence of our friends .

I'm sorry I'm bad , i never want to hurt you because i never want to see you sad , but as a major failure i am , I've swept the smile off your face so if you don't wanna get hurt because you think I'm not the great friend material than stay away from me in case i hurt your feelings again . Its up to you to decide , i don't like to cry in public because i don't want people to think I'm attracting attention and all , so its your choice to make .

All i need is time , i hope that its mine . Thanks for the memories and secret all of us share , you may leave if you don't wanna get blame or hurt anymore , you guys should probably stick with the others that you like/love . I wont bother anyone anymore . I've tried , I'm tired and I gave up totally , I'm a total failure in friendship and relationship , I'm Sorry once again .

turning to : Britney Spears - Not a girl , Not yet a women

i admite im racists

Hello blogshoppers / bloggers ,

Smile like you meant it (:

See my new skin ? LOL! by the way new link is on the way =D and and re-add me in msn

reneetokshinyee@hotmail.com

Dump ass school is having hari ganti sekolah for the hari raya celebration . I rather go back school on hari raya but No WAY i wanna watse my Saturday to replace a school day since im NOT a malay and i DON'T ONCE need to celebrate hari raya .

They are so willing to give Malay students so many holidays but when it comes to chinese new year our holidays get less and less -.- That's what you get in Malaysia , ( don't blame me if im racists , im only like around 3% of malays i guess ? ) TO all my Malay friends , I'm not pointing to you alright =D

So i guess I'm going to the party alright , i dint want to but i just somehow don't wanna see her blabber her mouth out at school so I'm force to skip YOUTH FESTIVAL AND YOUTH NIGHT !! Uhh , i remember getting scolded by her at her party last year , and lets see there like the whole world guys and 3 girls going only , with the number of 50 % Malay wtf .

Unforgetable horror

Hello blog shoppers / bloggers ,

I can still re-call the moment i saw whats it like in the jail

Been really caught up with projects lately , and i screw my exam so I'm studying now =D I passed by a police station that day and i could re-call back how horrible , dark and cold the jail look like ( believe me you don't wanna get into there ) I cant forget that horrible moment , GOSH !

A belated shout out to

Happy sexaay birthday xiu ming

Fantastic 15 tiger lee er vyn (:

retarded 14 teh ru wen

I'll be back with more if i have time =D Nights , loves xoxo !

turning to : qing tian -jay Chou

FANTASTIC SUCESS SEAFIELD SCHOOL BAND

Hey blogshoppers / bloggers ,

Fantastic show SSB :D

Went pyramid with big boobs and si bin bin LOL , i seriously don't know why but i just love to call them that :D Pick them up around 1 and reach at 2 , it was super crowed and maybe because exam's over ? Or maybe it was the fashion show going on . Who knows :D

Bump in quite a number of people that time , that's the ONLY reason why i don't like pyramid , its because EVERYONE in the WORLD would be there -.- we bump into sin yee , hwe ying , ker xin , kai jin , panda , wei siong , jo well , galvin , jeannie-foo , jeffrey piong and many many others .

dates of the day : big boobs , si bin bin x)

why would you wanna pay for something when you can just work it yourself

random .

the banyak cantik top :DDD

went over to their room after that

i somehow thinks this look great LOL!

kawan terbaikkkkk :D

we bumped into them 3 times so we took a picture at last (:

Went home took a quick bath and went of for band concert . It turn out really great , the music was awesome , i close my eyes and listen BUT my friends thought i was sleeping LOL! When the 2 part started , and since the crowd was so dead me and my friends get up and stood on the chair and scream !!

It was really sad for them that no one cheered so we start jakun-ed and scream scream ahzar-shuying-kokhong-dylan-shaun-shernong-jitqi-huixian-joy WOW that was really really great after we shouted =D But it would be better if they heard (:

band ticket and pendent

sound silence (:

shuen min .

lydia .

ling !!!

thanks for the letter i LOVE lahh =D

tzia-e .

the cute and kind one .

alyssa . My best sister . 8 years and still strong (:

yee lei .

the hot and sexaay mama

I'm still taller sayang =D cause I'm in heals

we stood and the chair and SCREAM (:

duet jun wei , zhen ying - bunga bunga cinta by misha omar fantastic voice

we're on the chair if you dint notice *winks*

patt id burning hot that night *wide smiles*

we are a junior band member if you dint know LOL we went 3 or 4 times ?

sayangs . sayangs . sayangs .

hui yi AUNTIE !

jakun ass man 8D

fantastic job band ! Anyhow im still lazy to go practise * no offence *

pituree perfect of the night =D

turning to : raindrops - regina spektor