Thanks for the memories (:

Wanna know how my Cinderella story ends ?

It always ends with the unbelievable heart breaking tears

And when i think i got a lot of friends

But I've never hear from them

(:

Hello earthlings :D
Firstly wanna wish Science students good luck on account paper tomorrow and than SPM IS OFFICIALLY OVER ! Secondly , Thank God that shu ying and nick touch down in KLIA safely today haha . Lastly performance went well yesterday , a lil messy , maybe cause we've too many people but still the event was really successful .

(:

I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you learn to appreciate them when they're right. You believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself. And sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together.

Life went beyond wild these days , everythings so HAPPENING . I'm just having a real hard time lately , trying to make decision , i don't wanna regret leaving but i don't wanna regret staying either . Lets look back , nothing went well this year , everything went tremendously wrong , HEADOVERHEALSFREAKINGBEYONDOVERTHETOP wrong . Nothing went smoothly , everything was a mess rather than perfect . My eye lid flick too many times today , and i knew that something real bad is gonna happen according to the-Chinese-history , and yeah i just found out , and damn does it hurts . OUCH ! I need a little more luck than little bit , cause every time i try to avoid anything , that's when EVERYTHING seems come rushing to me like a F1 racing car and when it gets out of control everything explode . My parents rather me staying and accept the hard and cold world because of how they used to suffer when they were young , but i cant take it anymore , its time to move on to a new environment not after PMR ! Living a luxurious life but you don't feel happy at all , you get anything you want just a snap of your finger , your dad will get it for you . But when it gets down to the real thing , you know what my eye lid is flipping again , i better sleep before something even worst happens . Nights . Pray hard that i can live through the night (:

IMMA TWILIGHTER :D

Your impossibly fast and strong ,
your skin is ice cold ,
you don't show up in sunlight
and you don't eat
your a VAMPIRE

Hey earthlings :)

So i guess SPM is finally over ? YAY * big deal you still needa deal with NS and collage * So i went pyramid and watch twilight ! I WATCH TWILIGHT ! I WATCH TWILIGHT ! I WATCH TWILIGHT ! It was kinda disappointing though because the book was so good and the movie was quite suckish but still the CULLEN FAMILY IS SO HOT ! AND AND AND JACOB BLACK TOO! But the hottest thing on set was the Cullen family Mercedes . Haha coooool :D

Edward Cullen is really white , seriously WHITE . When he came on set the girls behind was screaming their lungs out , *ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh EDWARD CULLEN DAMN HOT DAMN HOT ! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh * It was kinda boring because i knew the whole story and where , what and when was everything gonna happen and what they were about to say , cool i can predict the future like alice huh ?

Still i wanna say , JACOB BLACK IS HOTTER THAN EDWARD CULLEN ! Because Jacob got 8 packs and Edward ? Yeah . I'm still so hyped up hahahah :D

What if
What if I'm not the good guy ?
What if I'm the bad guy ?

What is she to me ?
She with Edward , it makes her part of the family
and we help family

I know what you are
Say it , OUT LOUD
SAY IT !
VAMPIRE!
Are you afraid ?
No !
I'm design to kill with my strength and my speed , are you afraid ?
I'm not afraid of you ! I trust you .

Your the fastest among all ,
But your not the strongest !
I'M STRONG ENOUGH TO KILL YOU !

I'm just here to tell the world that i watch twilight on the first day its previewed on Malaysia cinema . HAHA ! In your face people who have not watch because i watched TWILIGHT ! I'm so hyped up JACOB JACOB EDWARD EDWARD :D

i'm dating Jack, wanted by William, and in love with Sam

I was blind to let you go
i cant escape the pain
i don't wanna be here
i don't wanna be here alone

Morning :D
Went over to peksi house for movies yesterday and walk to pyramid after that , i saw Adrian , Terrence and Justin . Haha what a shock :D i miss them so much ! Back to the show yeah it was disgusting seriously , they got killed one by one according to their placing in the class , so the smartest one dies first lol . It also make school seem so scary , especially the toilet , its always the toilet ! Gosh .

alyssa !

yiva !

eugene !

peksi ! ;

jason ;

leslei

I don't usually do this a lot but since i was bored so here goes ,

Love works in miracles every day:
such as weakening the strong,
and stretching the weak;
making fools of the wise,
and wise men of fools;
favouring the passions,
destroying reason,
and in a word,
turning everything Topsy-turvy.


The person who tries to live alone will not succeed as a human being.

His heart withers if it does not answer another heart.

His mind shrinks away if he hears only the echoes of his own thoughts and finds no other inspiration.

Friendship is a privilege.

Often times we find out who our friends are when things are tough.

It's the people who stick by us,

who guide us through rough waters,

who inspire us when we are down that we count as friends.

When you are in love you can't
fall asleep because reality is
better than your dreams.

For one human being to love another is perhaps the most difficult of our tasks;
the ultimate,
the last test and proof;
the work for which all other work is but preparation.

Never cry for a man
it proves how weak you are
and he'll smile when he sees your weakness.

I change myself ?
I change the world.

Till than . Twilight is coming ! yay !

TEENS CAMP 2008 !

VID what ? VIDNA !
VID what ? VIDNA !
I CAN'T HEAR YOU !
VIDNA ! VIDNA ! VIDNA !

You will receive the power when the Holy Spirit has come upon you and you will be my WITNESSES!

Afternoon earthlings !

I'm back after 6 days away from my blog for teens camp and it was AWESOME ! i always love teens camp , i was waiting all year long for this camp after last year's camp , professional speakers , trainers , musicians came to the camp to guide us . We did singing , DANCING , believe me our teens really CAN DANCE and SING really good !

Of course we have emotional session too , where the power of holy spirit came upon each and everyone of us . I learnt that you really cannot judged a book by its cover , because some of us in the camp have really ugly past , drinking , clubbing , drugs and all sorts of stuff , but they'd change but still struggling . We really don't wanna get involve with all those stuff , because they really make it sound so awful .

GINA ! Honestly i really love her session at first until she came trashing VIDNA down , and that's when our group dislike HATE her . We had some hands tied , legs tied and blind fold , 2 of our members who have their leg tied sacrifice them self to fasten our move , but GINA ! came trashing us down scolding us that bla bla bla bla is wrong . So does that means that GOD sacrificing for us is wrong , women think la women . But i still think your session was effective cause i learnt how to really love my hands because i cant touch my hair when i got my hands tied ! So i really thank God for my hands , and VIDNA get to know each other more too

Praise and worship seriously rock ! Screams , dance off , worshiping and all it was really fun cause we're giving it all to you Lord .

*I'll become ! even more undignified than HIS *points at Bryan * *screams*

And i met my ex-drum teacher AARON too ! He was like are you from usj12 cause he graduated there last year , and i was NO! than , think, think, think! I KNOW ! YOUR MY DRUM TEACHER ! And he was yeah yeah yeah ! I remembered YOU! *smiles* i never though i would meet him at camp and i dint know he was catholic ! He lead us praise and worship at the first day than he went back at night for collage and work the next morning . *Aaron , if you see this , HI! * hahaha I'm from SFX too , just that its too far , see you soon !

genting

road up to find waka-waka and waki-waki , its really hard when 10 of us were all disable !
This is what happen what you put 12 nails together

ta-daaa !

we were really hyped up

hold on ! look at the DSLR first hahaha

*cheese*


ok i got REALLY REALLY FAT FOR LATE NIGHT SNAKES *grins*

rachel ho phing !




Janice Leong Mun Yi


Joanne Guan Huey Mei

crazy wanna try something lala





rachel , amylia , renee

what a lazy faci huh ? =D

the AMYLIA pose

hey hey !

get of my bed !

ho ho phing !

imitating the male models in the form 2 class

meet the hotties who can sing ! dance ! and the twins from kadazan !

roommates (:
so can I have this dance ?

gimme more !

VID what ? VIDNA !

Kenneth Matthew Loures !

faci !

Adrian !

noob ass hahah

faci and blonde !

faci justin !

*candid* nicholas

faci jane!

faci alexandra SHE CAN PARTAYY !

picture perfect at a kodak mament

Timothy James Mah

Jahaziel D'cruz! He can dance !

Bryan Thomas Silva!

ACTIVE 8 !

I cannot wait for next year teens camp ! God bless Adrian ! God bless Faci ! God bless You all ! Most of all GOD BLESS MAN-U !


Tagged by Xiu Ming (lydia , leslei , yee lei , yat kuan . I lazy do your tag cause its short lol)

Rules :

- Pick your birth month .

- Strike out anything that doesn't apply to you .

- Bold (or italicize) the best apply to you .

- Copy to your own blog , with all twelve months .

- Tag 10 people

January

Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.

February

Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

March

Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves travelling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.

April

Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.

May

Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves travelling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.

June

Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills.Talk ative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.

July

Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties instudy ing. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

August

Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.

September
Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.

October
Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.

November
Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.

December
Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egotistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor.

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and my birthday month is -

July
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest.Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving.Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

Almost everything is SO TRUE , cool ! hahahaha so now you know me. Ciao.

Turning to : Jonas Brothers- Look Me In The Eyes