Count your life by smile, not tears.

There are so many of our special times I’m gonna miss

*piffff PIAK!*

the sound was heard until the ground floor of the school

he just walk pass and slap her so hard

what the fuck

i dint know in my life i would watch this sceen with my own eyes

he slap her!

what type of no balls person are you?!

why the fuck you wanna slap her har !

after this incident it change my point of view about every guy in that class

after that we went to the bus stop and one of the girls was so pissed of she use that tone to answer me and simone

after simone went back another one of the girls

scream and shouted at me cause of one stupid thing

what you want from me?

my silver dance exam is coming , bronze and gold singing exam is coming , school mid year test is reaching to

its really strees and suddenly you come and scream at me

infront of so many people some more

at that point i seriously wanted to scream at you but i let you go

conversation between me and the first girl

her

me

u guys really gt treat me that cold okay. and lydia cried in the canteen den i ask her why, den she say u guys lyk dont really care bout her d. before that i din even tell her bout u guys okay. dats just her opinion.and about jillyan i dun hate her anymore okay. u think i dun care bout her? if i dun care bout her den why i asked her to go out frm da class?

yea but cant you say propely you was like super mad cause of that thing like that

cause i already noe that john wanna slap her. i askeed her to go out but she duwan. she dun listen to me okay. i didnt wanna tell u bout how u guys treat me cause i duwanna fight wid u guys again. but i can feel dat u dun really treat me as ur friend or wad. ur just treating me lyk ur hi bye friend.

cause im angry of john!

and u think i treat you cold ? i think i treat everybody the same . i f you and lydia also feel the same way why dont you ask everybody . we had like quite a big number of ppl than if you want me to like talk to everyone of you than i dont need to do my stuff meh?

if you say i treat you cold i also can say you treat me cold takkan must i find you but you cannot find me wan right if you twist and turn the story it end up the same. and cause exam is coming and i just broke up you must understand this !

all you guys immature thinking now is like making me the worst person cause you guys dint think what was really happening behind the story

i noe.

but i just gt da feeling dat u're treating me lyk last time. im da one hu always go to ur class and find u guys. and when u come to our class that time u gt talk to me anot? u pull jillyan to one side and those secrets. and hu promised that every single secret must tell each other?

i noe that ure kinda stress so i didnt say out anything.

we dint say anything its just that she's having some problems out side the school. since when i dint tell you anything before i break you guys were the first wan who knew right ? i dont understand what i did wrong that every blame is put on me

is it because that there's nobody else de that's why i've got the blame for everything her ? lydia suddenly scold me after she know jillyan kena slap

what you people want? for me to leave ? im glad to do that if you guys think so . i dont wanna stay in one damn place and let people hate so much. i rather go far FAR away man !

I DIDNT SAY DAT I HATE U OR WAD!

im just telling u

i duwan to be lyk last time

anything lahh

nothing happen okay?

last time was the past. did you know lydia shouted at me infront of the whole bus stop. i wanted to scold back im not scare of anyone at all no matter how you scold me i can scold back worst and deep. but her car came i felt like screaming at her .

i was like totaly imberess than you know! what the fuck that stuck up bitch wan! tak pasal pasal scold me . i usually dont hate people deeply but i seriously hate people who scold me for no reason

i dont know how to deal with you guys anymore. i've got dance exam , gold and silver singing , school exam so manay stuff and im so stupid to deal with you guys . maybe its just really dump of me to know you guys

oh yes yes.

speechless.

yeah i am spechless

but that the truth right

i dont hate you people at all (:

just you guys have to many problem only .

try to chill and stop making any problems de kye

outside school i know we have our own gang

gang as in the ones that burn people house , go clubbing and stuff

but pls dont bring your gang to school .

turning on to : feels like tonight - daughtry