I've something to say , I'm staying (: [its ok if you dont understand what i'm saying ] I really been theough hell this year , thank God 2008 is finally ending , although there's those silly bad times but i really had fun experiencing many things I've never ever not even though of doing ! And those silly words that me and my friends can never get bored of
NEWBIE NERDS !
Lol! And I'm finally feeling myself again , as in i feel happy , free from unnecessary thoughts , before this everything was so jumble up and all , but after i made my damn decision , everything was different , i was happy again (:
Due to the super long year end holidays , i dint contact , I'M , chat , gossip , gather , meet up , catch a movie and all , you name it ! I totally lost contact with my friends . I was kinda busy last month , and I'll only be back on Christmas eve due to camps and trips , and Christmas eve is also the day where all my camps and trips end . So this while and throughout this two months , I'll be doing superb short post to keep my blog look a lil update cause well , I'm won't be home till Christmas eve .
And something i never thought I'll say out in public or even to my friends themselves cause I've never did felt this way since there's nothing much peaceful about our oh-so-called-friendship , but sometimes when i cant get myself to sleep , those good times we used to share seems to be a sweet memory , ignore those stupid immature fights its totally over the top high school embarrassment ! I'm gonna come out straight that
Deep down somewhere in my ice cold heart I really miss you guys , haha . newbienerdyass!
TAA-DAA surprise ? fuck you :)
I just want you guys to know that , nobody's perfect . In my point of view , you guys really want the people around you to be perfect or forever stay the same way as it was the first day you guys met . I know I've change over the years , truthfully i did change , but some of my attitude was already there since i was young , you guys just pay too little attention to notice that .
Before you start screwing someone you dislike / you think their attitude change , look at yourself , if you think your perfect and there's nothing wrong about you at all , than go ahead screw that person like hell . But i still think that no matter what religion you are , God is always fair , fair that nobody's perfect , if you think your perfect , i obviously understand that you haven been around people much , but i hope that you guys understand .
As years goes by , everyone will change , i don't believe NOT EVEN ONE person can have the same attitude throughout his/her life . That's why there's mental hospital & jail in every country , people get crazy and do crazy stuff but did you ever think that they were born crazy ? Not all right , so before you start judging , think about yourself , don't expect your close one's to change their attitude so fast , because its hard as hell , if you think its so easy and people can change over the night , why are drug addict and smokers suffering so badly when they wanna change their life style ? Never judge a book by its cover . Last words , screw that , get a life . I'm not pointing to anyone , its just my opinion . :D SEE YOU GIRLS IN GENTING SOON ! I MISS YOU GUYS SO BADLY weih !
FYI , i cannot believe i lost to that ... that freaking woman , oh my gosh ! Fine whatever , who the hell cares anyway . I damn lazy to continue the post , and I'm kinda busy lately , so my blog skin is not done yet , everything will be done , one day . Haha bye !
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